Yahoo! Google Blogger Come Back

After I wake up from the 'best thing' in the world last Sunday, I promise want to tell you all about a story. With the full of spirits, I log in into blogger but .. frustrated. The first day I'm still ok, after two day I still fail to login, and i upset. I just hopeless to learn and improve my skill use the blogging writing. Tonight. everything is back to normal.

Thanks so much to Google because give me back my blogger account. If not, i will not to learn and improve my english more. Like as you all read, my english level is 'Gaban' level now. That story, see on next entry, because I'm tired now. But please, anyone help me in my writing skill.

Sunday Is Sleep Day ^_^

Hehe.. This Sunday, I feel like to sleep all the time. Because, last night I had a job to solve it first. At 4.30 am just I had the dream ^_^ Then, at 6.30, I must wake up to prayer Subuh. So, after Subuh until now, my eyes like there is something heavy.

I think, is rock. Hehe, so see you all later. When i update next time, I have a story. Sweet dream all.

Don't Try To Make A Personal Loan

Yes, do not try to make a personal loan. This is because, my friend now through difficult moments because of the personal loans he made​ from a local bank​. At first, he is working in the government sector and he gots personal loans. The initial amount he borrowed is RM60k.

After 6 months working in the government, he was stopped and a few months later, a statement letter from the bank about the payments that he make, grow up more to 24%. When calculated, he had to pay almost rm300k to the bank. So, be careful when you thinking to make the personal loan. Do not go bankrupt and the bankruptcy at a young age. T_T

Dark Just Only Temporary

My last entry, turn back into the dark, just temporary. Because, this morning, i get one call from her. She call me to apologive because doing that something stupid like yasterday. How my response that time? I'm very happy and I say I love her.

Thanks my darling. Now this blog not only talk about my love, and i feeling like suck talk about my love problem to other. Because, i don't want a sympathy. I hope, my friends and other people, accept me as a friend because myself. ^_^

Turn Back Into The Dark

Tonight, 19 May 2011, I think the whole my life and my self turn back into the dark. I dont know why this all happen. And I never thought my relationship with her that more than 3 years we were together, just vanish like that. Just one word, broke. We just spend time together yasterday, but today?

My life before was really very bad and despicable. I live and grow up in its. Gambling, illegal racing, fighting, and many more. But for the sake of a her, I left that world, a world have the popularity and funny, just because of love.

But, now, I'm left alone. Exhausted tears, appeals and apologize to her. Just pointless. Our plan for the engagement of this September, and were married in December, was destroyed. Yes, i'm man, but was wrong to me concerned about my love? My friends always advised me not to believe a love so much, and now, only me feeling it. This is my third love in my love, but this time, i don't want the love again. I think.

Should I go back to the dark world of the past through this darkness, alone? And should I turn back to the drift arena that I have left behind? 

My First Learning

Hi all.. I'm Malaysian and i'm Malay. I want to learn and improve my English Language on using this medium, is blogging. I dont care how very you all laugh at me because my grammar and what ever is broken. That because i want to get my English writing and reading is high and work.

I'm also have another blog in Malay, but some problem, i haven't very good English. In Malaysian Universitiy English Test (MUET), i just only got band 2. So, whoever have sympathy to me, i hope you all can give a lesson on how to improved my english skill.

So far, i decided to writing abaout my life in this blog. Because the trends now, place a advert on blog, i will do it. But not for myself that payment. I place my lover name to get the payment for this blog. I just want to improved my skill only. That is my target. Even my lover not knowing about this. Hey, dont laugh at me. T_T