Honeymoon Time..

Done! All stress mood and busy working just gone. Now, time to enjoy myself after one week was in very-very busy and stress situation.. Smile~~ Chak!!

Stress Again

Still in stress mode.. Warghhhhhhhhhh!!!!!

Busy Week Without 'Die'

Stress.. You think A1 chip was in my brain? So many works I must do it this week. All about design and all must use a new and fresh idea from my brain. 2012 calendar, banner, poster and flash ads.

Boleh tak berikan sedikit masa for me sleeping. I not sleep at night on this week, and today I can't sleep even a day or night. Why? Because my sleeping mood was killed by DESIGN?

Yes, I'm very-very happy doing a work while a raining night. Hope while I'm writing this, I will 'die'.~~~

No! still can't sleeping. What must I do? Last way, watching korean movie and maybe I will turn 'into another world'.

What Is My Dream Really?

Today, I was asked by my friend, what is my dream. So I listing all of my dream to him :

• Want to marrying my lover (now).
• Want to become professional drifter like Rudy, Along and Tengku Djan.
• Want to become a  responsible husband and father.
• Want go to Heaven.
• Want to become rich.
• Want to become happy.
• Want ...
• Want...
• Want...
• Want ...

Then, my friend said, how long you will get all of your dream while you life in this world? So now, I'm thinking, will me fulfil all my dream at my age now? What must I do to to make all my dream achieve?

But, my friend said again, don't be rushing to hunt your dream, because it will make all of your dream and what you have now will go away. So, make you life simple and enjoying with your life without forget what is your really dream to achieve it. What is my dream really? 

I'm Back.. Thanks To Aisyah ^_^

Firstly, I want to wish thank you so much to ♫ ąi§¥ąђ ♫ because she willing help me learning English. Before this, I was grumble because tired learning English. But last week I'm checked this blog and got few message from her to keep writing. Thanks my hero ^_^

Starting today, I will try to keep writing even I'm feel tired. Because I must finishing what I just started. I don't care if someone or who will laugh at me because broken english in my writing. I DON'T CARE because my dream is to make my english become more powerful.

Not to show off to anyone, but for myself when talking and reading in English. Maybe it will useful for me at the future. Who know..

Before sleep, I just want to share with your all, I also get continue my study in Degree of Multimedia. Good Night all...

Hari Raya Song Was Begin

More than 20 day we are in fast month. The radio was start playing Hari Raya song. Every time hari raya song on air, I will miss the children life. Thats time, very much unforgettable experience. Playing firework with friends, shopping the "Baju Raya", walking to collet a money from neighbour and others.

But, it's only Hari Raya memorable when children. Now, the situation was changed. Im must give "duit Raya" to children. And I miss that time. I most important thing when I heard the Hari Raya song, I will feeling like Im in children life anymore. I very miss thats time. Selamat Hari Raya to your all ^_^

#Jemputlah datang rumah, tapi duit raya tak ada..

I Had Tired Learning English T_T

Perkara pertam, betul tak tajuk tu? Kadang-kadang, rasa penat sangat mempraktikkan bahasa English ni. Bukan mengagungkan bahasa lain, cuma sekadar memperkasakan. Ya, memang Melayu aku pun masih tak berapa betul, tapi sekurang-kurangnya mampu membina karangan, memahami, dan menulis.

Ok, lets begin writing in English back ^_^.. Sometime, I had feeling tired to learning English because Im still think my English writing, understanding and speaking was mostly badly. At my age now, maybe I have many way to doing like enter a tution and something like that, but I dont have many time. Busy with my work.

Kadang-kadang rasa macam sia-sia, dan kadang-kadang rasa puas hati juga sebab boleh luahkan sesutu dalam bahasa asing ni. Hmm... But, Im still celebrate Hari Raya in Malaysia, not in London. Why must I talking in English? I want spend the rest of my life just only Malaysia, but why must learning English too?

Maybe, I will get the answer for that question di masa akan datang. Hope semua ni berlaku, ada hikmahnya..

The Lie History Of Dajjal

This week, we are Muslim was shocked by "Murtad" issue. Then, I was see a video has story about dajjal, freemanson,jews and kristian. The true story about history of dajjal. What happen now, was a dajjal plan before it coming up to our world. Just watching this video and think it back. I don't want you trust this before you has ask to orang yang lebih berilmu dan lebih pakar dalam bab agama.

Safee Sali Was Spy By Bundesliga German Team?

It thats true? That is very impressive for Safee, me and all of fan Safee Sali! Also to Malaysia :) Go Safee and make your homeland will famous on the world through football sport. We will support you. By the way, we can't very happy until 'that' Bundesliga German team make the official statement.. Hope Bayern Munich :D

The video below was explain everything :

What Happen To Apex And Elia?

I don't want to jump into conclusion about their relationship. Before this, Apex or Khairul Fahmi was make a statement in Metro, then Aimie (Elia) also make the same action. After that, Apex was interviewed by Murai.com.my and has answered for 10 question asked by Murai.

My question now, do tomorrow we can read the return statement from Elia? Hihi, I was smile what happening to they all just now. If me and my lover, we also like that, but not make a 'war' in the paper, just in handphone and face to face. Then we will okay back.

Do Apex and Elia will be okay soon? We don't know because their problem was dragged into paper and entire Malaysia have read and know about it. For me, better they make a best decision for all party. But, I still support Apex because I like understand what in their mind.  And stop argue. Hate in LOVE (^_^')

Khairul Fahmi (Apex) Was Break With Aimie Harmilia

This is really shock news! Khairul Fahmi (Apex), Malaysia Goalkeeper was break off their engaged. That's statement was make by Khairul Fahmi. Hmm, that's is very shock and I'm also like understand what in mind Apex.

To Apex and Aimie, be patient and accept this as a test from Allah. The extremely good of test will make our the best and good person when we can encounter it. And, sorry if you all was not understand what I want to say here. For more details, let's visit here. 

Ramadhan Coming, Lets Fasting ^_^

Tomorrow, we are Muslim will fasting for one month. That's is our duty as a Muslim. Start tonight, we will doing a 'tarawikh' after Isya. 

What in my mind now? Hihi, first, I was thinking where I want to doing tarawikh. Second, what I will eat when open. ^_^' I don't want this month just gone without any improvement from last Ramadhan, because I don't know the next Ramadhan I will reach anymore or not. 

So, I hope, I will doing the best in this Ramadhan.   For all Muslim, I want to say 'Selamat Menyambut Bulan Ramadhan'.  

Malaysia Defeated By Singapore

Even bitter, that is reality we must face it. I dont know how to show whats I'm really feel about the result tonight. But, if before this, many party have make a statement, we can win in the second game tonight, but 90 minute in Bukit Jalil dont give any 'kemenangan' to Harimau Malaya. Without Safiq Rahim And Sharul.

We only have a draw result, 1-1. For Malaysia Team, you give a good game tonight, especially Khairul Fahmi (Apek). Why you dont play in the first match in Singapore last week? But, that time we can't return it to early. Look forward to Olympic Team now. And lastly, I will and always support the Germany team in coming soon World Cup. ^_^ Don't give up and go go Malaysia go.

Also, congratulation to Singapore, because qualified to next match and become a best 'actor' in the field tonight. 

Please Teach Me

Yes, its true my english writing and my grammar ini this blog was out. Hehe.. I just writing this blog for improve my writing skill. Because my 'teacher' was told me, don't let what your learned from the class just gone like air. Go try use your broken english without shame because from the mistake, we will learn more.

Then, I just thinking to use my English in this way (writing blog) even i know my english is very bad. I dont care if anyone to laugh of me because my english so bad. I will try to improve my english because i dont want to left behind because dont know English. And, N@jdorf was say my grammar need improvement.

Thanks Najdorf, if you have a time, please teach me where i have do a mistake. Because i dont know if anyone dont tell me. ^_^

Just To Say Hi..

Hi all.. Thats very long i left behind my writing in this blog. All because of the busy with my work. Today, I just want to say Hi all.. I miss all.. Maybe more 1 month I left this blog without any note and writing. Hi all, i will try to continue my writing after this like before. ^_^

Yes, I'm Ex "REMPIT", But I Never Make A Sex!

In our thinking, a tempit is very bad. Yes, that maybe true. A rempit must doing sex with him gilfriend or 'minah rempit'. No! Make a sex with gilfriend not only a rempit. A student even IPTA or IPTS also doing sex with her/his partner.

Why? Because they a rempit too? Making a sex not only rempit, but the teenager in this era, assume a making a sex is a normal thing. But, why all person just see mat rempit is a adulterer? Why? Why dont't ask your very good son first?

Yes, I'm has become a rempit. And now I far far away from that world. More than 5 years. But, I never doing and making any sex with bohsia or my gilfriend in that time. Why? Because any person and human have own mentality. I'm also not a GAY. T_T

Hey all, change your perception and your mentality. Don't assume all mat rempit has make a sex. And not all rempit don't want a new life. The student now, has a high education, but where their morality? Use the Google now!

True Love And Dream

Love and dream, which of that is more important to you? A love or your dream?

For me, the love is more important. A dream just something that we can ahcieve it and it also can be change by time and the journey of our life. So, why many of us will sacrifice and leave a true love just for it? While, a true love is very hard for us to find it?

I'm, as a man, just want to advise a woman or man, do not leave a true love just because of your dream. With a true love, you will get more. You will get a true love and that will give you a spirit to get you dream. When a true love just gone, you will regret it because you not appreciate the time it was at you side.

Bosan betul, asyik asyik cakap sal cinta! 

Heart Sick!! Tired T_T

Today, I'm feel very sick in my heart because my lover tell that she was apply a work at outside of our state. Why she doing it to me? Does she not loving me anymore? If she haven't feeling at me, please tell me honestly.

I'm also do not want force anyone to love me. I just want a true love. Never ignore love only because of luxury. If true she want to luxury and this love are just give her spirit over the years, I could release her with a good way.

Do not need to find an excuses to work away from me. Even though we are in a state, we very rarely to see and dating. Because I try to respect your family, your parent, but now why do you want to keep more distance?

I don't feel regret because sacrificed my dream before this just for my love. Because I believe, if that is my fate, I will get it. Honey, if you wan't continue our relationship, please honestly to me. T_T And, I'm also tired with this situation. (Dalam hati, kalau tak nak sudahlah)

Playing With Python (Ular Sawa)

That is true the meaning of Python in Malay is 'Ular Sawa'? If not, please tell me. This entry, I just want to share a few picture that I had take with my friend's python.

This is best thing my activity today because can play with python like playing with my cat and kitten ^_^

Aaron Aziz Damaged KL Gengster

KL Gengster movie is really awesome. The story are full of action. Addition, it also works in with comedy scene. But, I not to story about KL Gengster Movie, I just want to share about my mood and feeling was spoiled by Aaron Aziz.

Why I'm said that. This is because of the influence from Nora Elena drama at TV3. My mind already set Aaron Aziz is one person so romantic after watch Nora Elena, suddenly change to a man that "hati kering"

This is my fault or Aaron Aziz? Why He become so romantic in Nora Elena. Why? Why? Can you give me a answer? Please Aaron, I see you is very cute in KL Gengster ^_^ But, you action still awesome and I like it. Congrats Aaron..

Nora Elena Fever ^_^

Wherever and whenever I go, everyone always storytelling about this story. Why? I never watch this movie because I'm always not interesting to watch the love story. But everything and my thinking was change because of my best friend.

Tonight, we meet at the usual place. When we talk, he suddenly starting talk about Nora Elena. In my heart "Aduh, thats story again". But, he know I not watching the movie like this. And at the end, he told me so that to watching Nora Elena in Tonton.com.my.

Before this article I'm writing, I just finished the first and second episode of Nora Elena. And, what the sincere comment from me about this story? This is the love story in first of my life, I like to continue watching it. I don't know why. I just fall in love with it.

Adinda Evans In The Papers

It's surprising. That happen because of herself admission on his blog, finally Adinda Evans is now popular in the entire of Malaysia. The barave recognition of the loss of her virgin at age 14 was opened the eyes of the public on social issues is more awful now.

However, who will be responsible of all this? parents? friends? or herself? I don't want to blame anyone, because that just make this problem will be complicated. Now, the whole of Malaysian must take care of this thing.

Hope after this, she will become more mature in his writing and her life.

When I Bring Back A Kitten

One day, after finishing a work at the office, while I'm step down from upstair of my office, a cat follow me until down.

At the downstair, I stepped across the drain and the kitten had also tried to follow me. I do not know that cat can'y jump over the drain. Guess what happen then? Yes, it fell into the drain.

I lift it up. Next, he followed me to the car. It sit and wait behind the wheel of my car. Lastly, I was take it up, and put him in my car and then bring it to my house. At home, I bathed it and put in a cage. After eating, it sleep and dreaming to England. How dare!!

After two days I release it from the cage, then it start up playing with me. When I want go to work, it waiting on the front of the car. 

After one week, he disappeared for two days. Then come back home. That evening, a little girl come to my house and told me she finding the orange kitten. I get a kitten that I was not give a name, and the girl said it was his cat. 

I was surprised too, because I was bring back the cat from my office. But I smiled and give it to that girl. After one month, two cats that has I own , has been confirmed pregnant^_^. And at my home now, have seven cute kittens.. Hehe .. I was 'merangkak' to take care all of its now. T_T 

Moral of the story: If you give a good thing to other, God will give more than you give to others. So, make a good thing while you breathing. 

This is a video I had recorded with that kitten. Sometimes, I missed it. Mengada, gedik, buas dan menghiburkan ^_^

Yahoo! Google Blogger Come Back

After I wake up from the 'best thing' in the world last Sunday, I promise want to tell you all about a story. With the full of spirits, I log in into blogger but .. frustrated. The first day I'm still ok, after two day I still fail to login, and i upset. I just hopeless to learn and improve my skill use the blogging writing. Tonight. everything is back to normal.

Thanks so much to Google because give me back my blogger account. If not, i will not to learn and improve my english more. Like as you all read, my english level is 'Gaban' level now. That story, see on next entry, because I'm tired now. But please, anyone help me in my writing skill.

Sunday Is Sleep Day ^_^

Hehe.. This Sunday, I feel like to sleep all the time. Because, last night I had a job to solve it first. At 4.30 am just I had the dream ^_^ Then, at 6.30, I must wake up to prayer Subuh. So, after Subuh until now, my eyes like there is something heavy.

I think, is rock. Hehe, so see you all later. When i update next time, I have a story. Sweet dream all.

Don't Try To Make A Personal Loan

Yes, do not try to make a personal loan. This is because, my friend now through difficult moments because of the personal loans he made​ from a local bank​. At first, he is working in the government sector and he gots personal loans. The initial amount he borrowed is RM60k.

After 6 months working in the government, he was stopped and a few months later, a statement letter from the bank about the payments that he make, grow up more to 24%. When calculated, he had to pay almost rm300k to the bank. So, be careful when you thinking to make the personal loan. Do not go bankrupt and the bankruptcy at a young age. T_T

Dark Just Only Temporary

My last entry, turn back into the dark, just temporary. Because, this morning, i get one call from her. She call me to apologive because doing that something stupid like yasterday. How my response that time? I'm very happy and I say I love her.

Thanks my darling. Now this blog not only talk about my love, and i feeling like suck talk about my love problem to other. Because, i don't want a sympathy. I hope, my friends and other people, accept me as a friend because myself. ^_^

Turn Back Into The Dark

Tonight, 19 May 2011, I think the whole my life and my self turn back into the dark. I dont know why this all happen. And I never thought my relationship with her that more than 3 years we were together, just vanish like that. Just one word, broke. We just spend time together yasterday, but today?

My life before was really very bad and despicable. I live and grow up in its. Gambling, illegal racing, fighting, and many more. But for the sake of a her, I left that world, a world have the popularity and funny, just because of love.

But, now, I'm left alone. Exhausted tears, appeals and apologize to her. Just pointless. Our plan for the engagement of this September, and were married in December, was destroyed. Yes, i'm man, but was wrong to me concerned about my love? My friends always advised me not to believe a love so much, and now, only me feeling it. This is my third love in my love, but this time, i don't want the love again. I think.

Should I go back to the dark world of the past through this darkness, alone? And should I turn back to the drift arena that I have left behind? 

My First Learning

Hi all.. I'm Malaysian and i'm Malay. I want to learn and improve my English Language on using this medium, is blogging. I dont care how very you all laugh at me because my grammar and what ever is broken. That because i want to get my English writing and reading is high and work.

I'm also have another blog in Malay, but some problem, i haven't very good English. In Malaysian Universitiy English Test (MUET), i just only got band 2. So, whoever have sympathy to me, i hope you all can give a lesson on how to improved my english skill.

So far, i decided to writing abaout my life in this blog. Because the trends now, place a advert on blog, i will do it. But not for myself that payment. I place my lover name to get the payment for this blog. I just want to improved my skill only. That is my target. Even my lover not knowing about this. Hey, dont laugh at me. T_T